Reye

I do hope/pray that my Mom's eye will get better. I guess I sometimes forget that all these patients I take care of and nurse back to health are actually other people's moms and dads, brothers and sisters, and friends;it hits closer to home when those at home become sick. It just seems like one hard time after another these past few years. There have been the ups, but the downs seem to go further and further down each progressive time. Keep trudging through, things will get better, right? What do I have to look forward to? Graduation? Moving out? Getting my own to live, alone? Leave my parents to grow sick and die? Move off away from everything without a second thought? No, I can't, I won't.

Sick for days, so many ways
I'm aching now, I'm aching now
It's times like these, I need relief
Please show me how, oh, show me how

When I was young and moving fast
Nothing slowed me down, oh, slowed me down
Now I let the others pass
I've come around, oh, come around, 'cause I've found

Living just to keep going
Going just to be sane
All the while I know
It's such a shame

I don't need to get steady
I know just how I feel
Telling you to be ready
My dear






i should have written this
i have written this
why can't I wine and cry over tracks and get paid for it
hell
i'd make music free
i do make music for free
damn inspiration

landslide

<3
Took this love and I took it down
Climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
Till the landslide brought me down

Oh, mirror in the sky, what is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
And can I sail through the changing ocean tides
Can I handle the seasons of my life?
Oh oh I don't know, oh I don't know

Well, I've been afraid of changing
'Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older I'm getting older too
Yes I'm getting older too, so

I've been afraid of changing
'Cause I, I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
I'm getting older too oh yes
I'm getting older too

So, take this love, take it down
Oh if you climb a mountain and you turn around
If you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well the landslide will bring you down, down
And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills

Well maybe the landslide will bring you down

King Tut

What in the world is going on in Egypt?
Today there were reports of fire and break ins to the National Museum in Cairo.
Why do that? What possibly could one gain by destroying the place which harbors their history, culture, and heritage?
People are regressing right before our very eyes.
If you take a second to step back and look over the entire situation it becomes clear what is going on.
Sadly something will happen in Israel, and America, thanks to its fearless leader, will be slow to respond; angering Israel. Israel will face complete destruction and obliteration. But then, a Savior, a lone white knight will appear just in time. A resolution will be reached, and all will be well in the East; or will it? Christians will call this man the Anti-Christ,others will worship him as the peace bringer.
The wheels are turning, something larger, much larger than any of us, is at work here.
I do not like where things are going. I, personally, am all for citizens protesting and making their voice be heard. But when the feelings and emotions of disgruntled people are abused and manipulated to reach someone else's agenda is very, very wrong. I fear these events have been in motion for far too long, there is no way to stop them from turning, from events proceeding.
America will somehow, in the end, be cast the roll of the fool. People will look to anyone who can make just a bit of sense out the world, and when this person is found, they will worship him and submit to his every will. Rights, beliefs, and traditions which once were held onto so dearly will be quickly cast aside for a sense of peace, a sense of understanding, a sense of safety.
By the time we fully realize what is taking place here it will be too late. I weep for the future.