Class this morning up at Macon State in Macon. Sam followed me up and Lauren met us there. We had a quiz first thing at 8. I think we each missed one, not the same one however. Lecture was intense, and I say that in all honesty. I felt like I received all my high school chemistry in a matter of 80 minuets. Jetted down to Perry for work at the conclusion of class. Once again I became lost and confused while in Perry. Some places I swear... I found my way however and clocked in with a minuet to spare. While today was not as eventful as yesterday (ig the tornadoes), the time still manager to pass with relative ease. Misty and Ruth Ann let me do some PCT work, which was interesting, I got over my fears and that ewww gross voice inside my head. Great people down there, as well as at the Warner Robins hospital. Payday is tomorrow, finally! Swung by the church on my way home from work. Was greeted instantly as i pulled in by Katie, "Hey look it's Josh!" Made me feel pretty good and realize how much I missed being there. Heard about Kenny's wedgie and shot the breeze with Bill and BP. Gave Matty the biggest hug I've ever given a fellow male. Missed Trevor because he was at work, extremely sad face. Good day overall; however, I still can not break free from the desires to, regress for lack of better words. maybe flashback would work. Yeah that's a Lit term. I hope my Lit teacher reads this like she should, it might score me some extra points. lol. Mellisa would ride my case if she knew, too bad she doesn't read this and I don't work with her until next week. But I do thank her, that had to been one of the best nights of work. Even though she was like 28, well that's how old i say she is, she's actually a bit older, she knew what to say. But I soon found it is easy to get into a mindset when someone is there holding you up, but I soon as i left flashbacks worse than the rain that was falling.
How long, how long will I slide
I don't believe it's fair
I don't ever wanna feel like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me o away
Poetry is at it's best when mixed with music I have found. I really wanted to play some music tonight at the church, maybe next time. I do believe that is what I will be doing tonight, just making music, oh how I do miss it, along with other things...
I no longer wish to be haunted by this thing I have called memory,
too often has it destroyed good moods instead of prolonging their existence,
while I aid ailing patients all day I ponder to myself "where is my nurse?",
No, they are not at the bottom of a bottle or the end of a pipe,
with haste I furiously over turn rocks in vein,
as they slip to the ground my hopes fall intertwined them,
only to be traversed over and covered by earth,
buried without hesitation or regard for their potential,
when my demise approaches its climax a reunion shall occur,
between lost hopes, body, and cold earth from which we all originate,
anything would be relinquished in order to obtain warmth again,
a sensation no star in the universe could provide
a sensation only achieved from being by your side
There Mrs Aiken, poetry
A+ yeah?
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