What I Never Unerstood Til Now

continuing each day to yearn for the old
allowing pain and hurt to overcome a reopened heart
intertwined withing the bowels of my soul hope is destroyed
telophase never occurring preventing new growth
life questioned and devalued to senseless acts
indeed the sun shall rise, wind shall blow
numb emotions begin to melt

deep, is the sleep I have lost
inevitable depression overwhelms
dodging the truth i refused to accept

youthful acts only increase
occupying an empty mind
under misanthropic duress

collectively actions cease to arouse response
admitting what is false becomes apparent
trim excess psuedo which clog thought processes
churn the butter which saturates life
hope overcomes and endures, receiving a fresh breath

misery falls victim to optimism
yellow as the shimmer of Egyptian treasure

a new page forcefully turned
chapters bare with future accounts
rhythms synchronizing as ebbs flow
overtures announce revolutionary age
silence becomes silent as mute eyes sense
tainted animosity recycled into glee exfoliates existence
indescribable
creation

by me, josh b



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