Tuesday, January 13, 2009

So, majo?

अगो उनिफ्य आईटी रो
माय फवोरिते अनाग्राम तो डेट
ठाट एंड ऑफ़ कोर्स, अ रेक्टल फिनिश
बेकाउसे ठाट इस एक्साक्ट्ली वहत आईटी फील्स लिखे शे हस दोने तो में


Interesting stuff
This blog has multiple features in which I am attracted
Manipulating these features to suit my desires has captured my entertainment for a few hours
I could see how one would receive joy in doing so
Not with blog features, more so with a person
ugh, time and time again I find myself in this state, this rut
Why, I can not fathom
What is and what will never be
Self loathing, due to the fact I still believe in the good
Wishful thinking or perhaps ignorant bliss
Longing for the ability to just let go, to release
I distaste what occurred
Vehement denial plagues my conscious
Only because I know it was the right thing to happen
Foolishly I perceived a glorious outcome
Damn my foresightedness and naive aspersions
An eternal search for joy, happiness, and peace
I live in envy of your nonchalant lifestyle, your ability to forget
How I hope all is a farce


a rag man: a dodo flys

how i do long for them



blah
forget all of this
I just shake my head
And move on
"If i could do it all again"
- "You'd do it all again"
true
so who really cares?
Life it what it is
People are who they are
They change only in hopes of hiding who they really are
Continual lies to themselves will not provide a change
When you find you, come back to me

that's a great song by the amazing David Cook btw

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