Today shall be an exciting day. After four hours of classes in the morning I report down in Perry for another day of work. While some might complain at the thought or even the action, I an complacent. This feeling does not arise because I dread or detest my job, rather I will be inquiring as to whether or not I am suited for a higher position. Without a doubt I have the experience and support from the nurses for the position I desire, I am required to have certification. If my superiors decide my experience is not acceptable then I will always be able to transfer to Warner Robins and work; the odd thing is Warner Robins does not demand certification for the position I seek. While the drive down to Perry is not particularly a delightful one, my fellow coworkers are people who make my days and experiences great. Each new day brings about new, and even sometimes disturbing experiences. With each experience I receive critical on the job training, for free. Any question I may have regarding procedures or protocol results in an easy to understand response always with a smile and a genuine sense of caring. Now I know nurses such as these do not only reside at Perry, I just favor them more highly. Another reason I seek this position is this position is unique in the aspect of it being the only one in the ICU. I will work directly with the nurses and doctors. Valuable experience which will only aid in my future class and occupations. Granted if my request is politely declined, I will still continue to work hard and happy. I wholly enjoy what I do several days out of the week.
Sitting in class. Mulling over decisions. In the back of my mind I know everything shall occur as it should, the wait is what runs one ragged. While I claim to be content with life, I find I am more busy, which leaves less time to ponder, that is unless I am in English class. I need to take advantage of this nice weather and job tonight after work. Also, I need to inquire into my gym. We have out first Lab exam this week, Tuesday for my class. By far the most difficult and in depth examination I have ever endured. Confidence shall prevail providing an acceptable grade. I do believe this is, and will contiune to be, the most intesne semester yet. Things remain to stay in balance, to my joy; however, joy has never proved to have a high half-life. The end of this week brings the arrival of a potentially major stepping stone in my future. The outcome of my work-shift today shall weigh heavily on the maturation of these potential events. While these thoughts consume the majority of my free thoughts, I have not forgotten the hatred which is the fire that consumes my inner emotions. Masked, but only for the moment. There is but one thought which has no course of action nor an answer: what I am going to have for lunch?
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