Before bed

Random thoughts and incomplete opinions shall constitute the majority of this blog. I do believe I will start to keep a notebook next to me as I sleep, curiosity is the leading rational behind this decision. I find dreams fascinating, I would love to achieve the ability of controlling lucid dreams, well, experiencing one first would be a priority. The logistics and possibilities associated with lucid dreams continues to entice me. Ahh it is the enticing allure which I consider to be my downfall. I do believe I would be ok if I only limited my ventures to others. The predictability of others dulls my preoccupation towards reactions, thus I must introduce myself as an additional experimental group. I'm glad I don't research Aids, lol.

Microbiology has consumed the majority of my time, I do find the course interesting. I would like the chance to take the course over an actual semester instead of a condensed, fast-paced summer course. I do begin the nursing core classes this fall. Sam has been accepted at the last minute, yay..... I get to witness him and Lauren, only this time I will not refrain from stating my opinions and thoughts, no censorship. I do not care to embody a front. I will not mock nor belittle them for their beliefs, nor jump in and present my thoughts, but if I am asked then I will produce all too willingly. I do not expect to be all buddy and study sessions with them as I have been in previous semesters. As always I will attempt to refrain from jumping in and making friends and all which encompasses such an action, if I met and befriend people along the way then so be it. I only desire to excel in my studies and achieve success. The rest shall follow.

I am anticipating the upcoming soccer season, however there never seems to be a break or an off season. With international play and various tournaments, soccer is on nearly everyday of the year, which brings me joy! Still a Man U fan at heart. I will be eagerly and full of pride cheering for the USA international team. I expect a gold cup win over this summer! FIFA has been the xbox game of choice, in the rare free time I am granted with. I do miss elder scrolls. I would like to buy the UFC games, but I do not have enough free time and would loathe the distraction.

I do wish I could remember my exact thoughts before I enter into the alpha wave sleep. Hence the appearance of a log detailing the exact dreams. I would like to see if these thoughts influence the dreams which follow.

I really want a microscope and a telescope. My desire to see is amazing. I would find a telescope relaxing. Finding a remote abandoned location around dusk, and then proceeding to observe nature and the wonders of the unknown. I can not think of anything more relaxing.


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upon further thought and consideration, I am looking forward to meeting back up with Lauren and Sam. I shall not harbor any hostilities toward them and hopefully we all can make it through this first semester, but no being slain in the Spirit for me, lol.