Softball Game

Tonight at 8 30
It will be the last game of the season
A good crowd will be turning out
Not really a fan of playing in front of people I know
It will not bother me because the one I want there will not be in attendance
I received an interesting number of text messages from people the past few days
People will never find peace
It is human nature to search for it, but it will never be found
Human nature is to ere, therefore leading to no peace
Like how a school student is constantly surrounded by drama
It is not coincident, one chooses the circumstances
No not on purpose, but subconsciously
It varies from person to person, but it occurs in every one of us, to a certain extant
Humans are creatures of habit
Mean we will always revert to things of old that have comforted us
These comforts could be alcohol, joking, sports, relationships of old, parents, driving, drugs, anything which allowed one to seek refuge for the troubles of life
But more times than not this regression accomplishes nothing except making the situation worst But in whose mind?
We all are too tied up in what another person thinks of us
Making an outward good time, an inward and mental hellish experience because someone would not approve of it
Why give another person such control over you life?


Big night tonight
And I mean the game

I just want, peace
Irony





how many of those pills are you taking
-i'm in pain
aren't we all