Sunday, November 9, 2008

In The Shadow of the Valley of Death

We have no future
heaven wasn't made for me
we burn ourselves to hell
as fast as it can be
and I wish that I could be a king
then I'd know that I am not alone

Maggots put on shirts
Sell each others shit
sometimes I feel so worthless
sometimes I feel discarded
I wish that I was good enough
then I'd know that I am not alone

Death is policeman
Death is the priest
Death is the stereo
Death is a TV
Death is the Tarot
Death is an angel and
Death is our God
killing us all

she puts the seeds in me
plant this dying tree
she's a burning string
and I am just the ashes
-Marilyn Manson

Dope shit
Picks me off the ground when I pass out
Never before has my body felt this sore
Seizing for the loss
Subconscious suicide attempt, perhaps
Regardless I am still here
And I have no fucking reason to try and kill myself
Granted if my time were to come I would not resist
There is no heaven, there is no hell
Just the ground
Eternal peace
Eternal rest
Until that time restlessly I wait
Anticipate the next move
or lack there of

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

You should change your about me - lying sack of shit.
Basically that is all I had to say.

Josh Buchanan said...

what have i lied about?
since you have been all in my life events and business as of late.