Just Talking

I really must say I enjoy my job
Can not exactly put my finger on it as to why
But I do
Pay is not great and the hours are long, extremely long
However I walk out of the hospital after each shift happy
Maybe I feel as if I am making a difference
I know my coworkers look forward to my arrival and working with me
The favorite I guess you could say
Blessed?
Lucky?
You decided
Either way I am content


Class this morning without Lauren
Sam got her sick
So I was just me
Actually, i enjoyed class and learned stuff
Arrived early
For some reason I like to get there and pretend to be reviewing and just listen to everyone
Some are studying and others excitably discuss the events of prior days
I heard a voice from over my left shoulder ask "what are you wearing, it smells amazing?"
I turned hoping to only be overhearing one asking the other
But as i completed my turn, they we both anxiously awaiting my answer
"um, it's curve."
"well i love it, everyday you come in and sit in front of us and we are just like (some noise i don't know how to express in words)."
"umm, thanks, I like it too."
I turn back around, flip the page in my book and resume my pseudo-reading.
It was not a come on
Just a curious individual who wanted an answer
Plus from earlier and later listening, i discovered she has a steady relationship
Others talked about television programing
And some just studied

Finally got some good sleeping pills
Went to the dr yesterday
told him what was up
and he wrote me a prescription
Asked about some other things
Told me to keep a journal about it
But i am glad to be sleeping, sound