Summer

Summer time has arrived, finally.
Classes will be resuming in a few weeks however
but I do enjoy the break
Glad that the guys are back in town
Just wish Ross wouldn't be so anti-social
But can you really blame him?
I mean last time he hung with me I pulled my blade on an undercover cop
Granted mistakes happen
But i kind of understand why he doesn't feel like hanging
Things happen
A person just has to roll with it
Mother's Day is tomorrow
Not sure what we have planned
I asked my dad and he told me "She's not my mother"
What a great response
He's been sick the past few days and female like in his PMS actions
So glad i'm not a woman and have to go thru that, and being a whore
Just kidding
N
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Yes I have come to terms with being a horrible person
I was talking to friend on facebook when I woke up this afternoon and they felt bad about being a horrible person
I asked why do you feel that way
And she provided several reasons and explanations varrying from her lifestyle choices, morals, values, beliefs, etc...
I thought to myself
and said, well based on that I am a horrible person too
I don't believe that I nor they are
It's just in the eye of the beholder
And plus, I';ve been called worse, and better fitting titles
such as, lying sack of shit
Not that I am a liar, but I do tend to find myself complaining about being single, and then continuously slamming the door shut in the next female who happens to wander in my direction
eh, what can i say
"so just get drunk and sleep with them" in an attempt to cover up true feelings and the fact that I run away from everything
eh, not really my style since spring break my senior year
I just seem to shut down drunk girls as well
drunk people just aren't as attractive as they are when they are sober
and i really don't want to give them the wrong impression
because I won't want a relationship with them
and I refuse to do that
you know, like get them all feeling good, and then cut and run
so to speak
something with present itself in the future
i just live for the moment and enjoy it
of course it is always easier when your friends are by your side
no homo
lol