what sarah said

and in an instance all is at peace
as the the thunder bellows in the distance,
i find myself overwhelmed with relief
how can it be that such a simple act,
unbeknown to the doer, erase layers
and layers of painstakingly thought out
rationalization?

this really should be in free verse
since i dare not say i approve of such postings
i allow them to exist for my personal reference
for in the future i will be able to reflect
and tell how worse i have become
why is it i cannot save myself
but a stranger
can


you may tire of me
as our december sun is setting
because i'm no longer the man i used to be



not really a stranger
just never one whom I thought would ever have the chance
not because they are lesser
more so because I refuse to allow anyone the chance


but even at our swiftest speed
we could not break the concret
in the city where we still reside



so maybe I will be able to post without the influence of death cab
one day