Eh

Nothing changes
Why, i don't even care to ponder
I still see your picture and hope the best for you
Look towards tomorrow is all i can say
Words never help as much as actions would
Actions are not a possibility
And neither are words
So I have nothing
From you
But memories
Which I don't care to remember
Not bitter or regretful
Just, know what could of been
Now I cover my pain with change
Nothing new under the sun
Revert to the old
Find peace in stories renewed from once told
There are others like me
Many
Some say math is the universal language
I beg to differ
Pain is the universal language
Ones who go through similar things always seem to connect
The best self help is staying busy and enjoying your friends
I do not have much confidence in humanity
or hope for that matter
hopes will always be crushed
Always come up short
So just cut it all out and avoid the pain
Live life carefree
I enjoy the friends I have in my life
They always make things manageable, somewhat better
So i do thank each and every one off you
But I still would like you
you who will never read this

written by me, Josh B