Hypotension

Home from work, class was great, just missed a wreck getting up there. Off til tues, I do not know what to do with myself... Test Monday so I will be studying like I have no life, which is the truth. Time to spend the rest of the year like I thought I would spend this past summer, in a shell. So yes I still love her, and I;m fucked up, sent her a message on accident while I was driving, that was the last thing I wanted to do. So now I wait, not getting bogged down tho, and I am not being hard on myself or doing drugs or drinking like some might imagine. I'm just doing, school, work, and studying. Time will past, but I hope the chance for us has not. I do however keep a steady eye on the horizon, should I say inbox and cell, just in case I might hear from her, but my hopes are not up. They say those in the health care field and especially those who aspire to become doctors are better suited to go at it alone, so we will see. ily