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So I really just don't know why
I hate everything
I have tried to be happy but I just am not
Drinking is blah
Drugs are blah
I don't see myself ever being happy in life
i just don't see it
I long to have a relationship
I have tried, damn how I have tried
They just don't work out
or i get my hopes when I shouldn't
I wish I knew why, but i don't
fuck you all
i hope to die