Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Talking

class class class
next week will be the last week of class for the spring semester
I am looking forward to it
Not because i will have an entire semester off
I am taking summer courses
I am more looking forward to new
My new classes
and the new chances to meet new people
While I will pass on the vast majority of meeting these new people, the possibility of it is intoxicating
And my lab partner
what to do about her
we have spent countless hours in the lab reviewing notes and diligently studying for our exams
We have created some form of bond haven't we?
Am i to just continue of with my studies and proceed to end contact and communication just because we no long have classes nor a need to study anymore?
While several would dismiss the assumption of ending further communication, this is the route which has the greatest probable outcome
Along with the study partners I have in all my other classes
I have no inquired to their desired class list for the upcoming semesters
So I have no idea if I will be in the same classes as any of them
And it's cool
I know which classes I need to take, and i am taking exactly that
If by chance they end up in one of my classes then I can only assume we shall continue to study throughout the semester for said class
Friendships come and go
it's just a fact of life
i was talking with a good friend of mine the other day, and we landed on the topic of his current relationship status
Of course I asked how are things, and are you happy and so forth
I then proceeded to say this: " live each day like she is going to not be there the next, for whatever reason assume she is going to be gone in the morning and leave you broken, empty and alone."
His natural response was why?
I then stated, " because when it does inevitably occur, you will not be standing there in shock and awe, and plus you'll make the best of out each and everyday with her"
Yes I know it is kind of a double edge sword, but that is the nature of relationships
They can be the greatest thrill of your life, and also have the possibility of crushing and destroying everything which you are
They all should come with an " enter at your own risk" sign
But who am I to say such things?
i am just a bitter male who regards the vast majority of the female race as, well, bitches.
life goes on, tides occur, seasons change

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