Passion

Taking a coma once a week is highly advantageous I find
In addition I have discovered and came to embrace the fact that I have the most unusual sleeping pattern known to man
In the past I sought to correct my sleeping habits with medicine
After consuming countless little friends, I find frankly, "Fuck Pills"
I sleep when I can, study as much as I can, work when I can, exercise when I can, and chill always
In simple that constitutes my life and daily rituals
Softball shall be thrown into the mix when my season commences Tuesday night
Excited does no come close to describing the sensations generated by the mere thought of suiting up and taking the field
Pure bliss and joy
While throughout the day I alienate myself from the vast majority of living souls, it is on the field where I find peace
Not from my teammates, opponents, fans, or the officiating crew,
but from my glove, uniform, each and every base, the clay, the green grass, every ball and strike, each play I make and each play I fail; in short, the game
I embrace and intertwine myself with every aspect of the game
the good and the bad
the calls correctly made by the officiating crew, and the more abundant calls missed by them
The cheers and the jeers from the stands
And most importantly, the competition
Each game I strive for perfection
I will settle for creating covetousness of me from the opposing team
This is the only satisfaction i seek in life: to be wanted by another
yes i could put a relationship spin on it, but relationships rarely result in the joy and ecstasy i receive from the game
i will even embrace the purple uniforms we will be wearing this this
it will be the memories brought to light which I do not desire, not the homosexual color
I shall only add those into the conglomerance which is my fuel, my fire, my desire to play the game
Yes, it will be a good season, one I hope lasts for eternity